I’ve been busy…

Replaying stuff.

Rewinding it.

Watching it play with my heart,

mingle with my mind,

and gently push some tears of joy.

Replaying in slow motion.

Then fast.

Then normally.

Then thinking about so much that changed,

and so much that remained the same.

Toying in my mind with

‘what if’s‘ and

‘why not’s‘ and

‘what for’s‘….

And just marveling at emotion, the intensity, the complexity, the ease…

And wondering how naturally stuff flows and trickles back or tumbles forth.
Regretting a little.

Hoping some.

And being reminiscent, mostly.

yeah… all that.