The many years

Through the many years  that played between us, though the many years  that lay between us-  . I see glimpses of my joy in things that make you smile, The more I look, and find of you I see myself for a while. . Maybe, today  I can say  I see the reasons, to your…

Still…

​In my breath, there  Is a gasp of restlessness In my heart, a knot  Of uncoiled emotion Deep in my eyes, there Is nothing  Nothing at all to see  In my voice, there  Is a treble of grief In my head, a plexus Of mindless mumbles Deep in my soul, still  Is a desire,  Desire…

A grave of guilt 

A truth was buried in the grave of guilt  And covered in the soil of sin  Lies planted upon the earthly disguise Branched out and rooted in... . Shone the Fruit upon the glint of sun, From prettiest flowers, coloured to lure The eyes and minds of innocent hearts And seed in them the lust…

Down the stepwell of questions

So, today was pretty much insignificant. Insignificant, i.e.- something that doesn't hold importance. Right? But what's important and what's not? That is the question.    Shakespeare makes an appearance in my head, and says: "Human emotions and beauty is... " Hawking says: "God plays dice, whatever is important, isn't here, isn't this!" Rowling came, and…

Fibs and Myths

Midst fibs and myths of god's existence, I sat hands folded- clenching anger in the prayer,  But tendrilar strokes of intrigue unfolded,  then I sat dumbfounded, awestruck there...   Melting into the air, the products of nothingness, the ash of burnt up graves of light... could arouse the spark of lost belief, of wonder, of amazement,…

i am.

hurtful words. avoiding glances. silent tension. biting back. lumping throat. heavy sighs. tired eyes. futile attempts. beaten will. lost desire. broken breath. trailing tears. empty insides. hollowed hopes... conflict, intolerance, hate, anger, distrust, pretense... i am defeated.    my head screams into the pages of my diary-smeared and marked in forced, forceful lines of graphite. my…

Definitions, refined

 As i fell, and fell beyond the reach of light of stars that tethered my life, and fell.. fell deep into the past and into oblivion- my future. my love, i found myself redeemed by a light that shone, none like what i'd known. And since then, i knew, I was yours. Since that day.…