Someone asked me, what keeps me going on…

It's both simple and difficult. Whenever I have thought even remotely to dissolve my existence, only a few thoughts have kept me on the scaffold of life. There is nothing lost, nothing at all, till you have your head and body intact. Till the question is not of a life threatening situation that you're placed…

still hours to the light

gravity of thought, pulling divinity. trailing emotion, sinking serenity. fluff of exhaustion, feathery fuss,  snuff of seduction, enthralling buss.  like breathing is the awe  in sleep, a softly slipping whisper to keep. oblivion transcending, grieving, yet mending,  soothing waves, capriciously calmed. pain, still pending, over doom impending,  suffering lulled, and death embalmed. so sleep sweet, oh, lover of…

A Foot of Sand

She smiled, as the water tickled her feet, just like how a mother amuses her child. She felt relaxed, the weight of her being comfortably settled on the sand. She looked on towards the horizon, thoughtless but content. He smiled, spotting her at a distance on the beach. He felt relaxed, seeing a sweet smile…

i am.

hurtful words. avoiding glances. silent tension. biting back. lumping throat. heavy sighs. tired eyes. futile attempts. beaten will. lost desire. broken breath. trailing tears. empty insides. hollowed hopes... conflict, intolerance, hate, anger, distrust, pretense... i am defeated.    my head screams into the pages of my diary-smeared and marked in forced, forceful lines of graphite. my…

A drift, to sleep.

If i could, i would make the stars sing to you, the softest of words in my heart, to take you to sleep, away from misery, away from dread...into a drowsy peaceful night...into a sparkly landscape, glimmering in your hazy eyes, with the stars that I set upon the canvas of sky....waiting to shimmer with your sleepy smile.   This picture makes…