I’m letting it go

I don’t have anything to say….

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Actually i have a lot.
But let it be.
I don’t care.
I’m letting it go.
.
I don’t have anything to say….
Or let’s say i cant.
‘Cause i was always scared.
But let it be.
I don’t care.
I’m letting it go.
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I don’t have anything to say…
‘Cause its of no use.
Everything will come down to one
And echo…
….just echo that i love you.
But let that be.
I care too much.
I’d thought of letting it go.
.
I do have a lot to say…
But where do i start?
Cause you begin it…
….and only you end it.
You complete my circle.
I care… i care… i care.
That’s why i’m letting it go.
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I don’t have anything to say…
There are
Stains that can’t be washed…
Tears that can’t be wiped…..
Stories that can’t be weaved…
Thoughts that can’t be formed…
And actions that can’t be reasoned…
There are things that can’t be said.
Things like… how much you mean to me.
But i’m letting it be.
I’m letting it go…
.
I really have too much to say…
But then you’d hardly get me.
I just want you to be there….
… cause i cant see you standing alone.
I’m not letting you be…
I care. I do.
I’m not letting you go…
Because its a miracle how much i love you.
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I’m not letting it be..
I’m not letting you go…
‘Cause one day, i’m sure
We’d be sitting hand in hand…
…smiling.
While the world went on
While the world went on…

17 thoughts on “I’m letting it go

      1. Oh, 🙂 thank You 🙂 that’s lovely. ( I’d have been told off for using the word ‘lovely’ when I was young ) I like the sound of the abyss :0)

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      2. feel deeper and you might find some parts of you in here, that you lost somewhere…
        and amber.. lovely is a lovely word.
        Lovely is simple yet profound.. don’t let that beautiful word go..:)

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    1. no no no.
      I’m never letting go of you, mel.
      this wasnt for you, the one for you is still under construction… I’m not able to write the last concluding lines. Oh why.

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  1. I love your writing. It’s subtle and soft but profound and piercing. I was wondering what happened to you on my feed, never was finding your work. I had to come directly to your site to find that it has been placed on private. But, thank you for allowing my viewing pleasure. You’re one of my favorite bloggers.

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    1. it was not a happy decision for me to make my site private… but i wanted to pause writing for a while…. priorities, you know. As much as i love to write and read… i fear that it’s only mere indulgence.

      I keep away from WP… but somehow i always find time to come here and read your work.. idk.. it gives me a certain satisfaction and joy.
      I feel that though we are not aged the same… we have very similar thoughts. And i love your blog for the very reason.

      thank you so much.. you made my day. 🙂

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