I have, so to say, abandoned my blog for very long… Haven’t been writing, not been reading, not been really living.
I’ve wasted quite some time wallowing in griefs incompetent with the beautiful life I have been given. I have indulged too deep in the darkest realms of my Abyss of Flaws.
I have hurt myself. I have pained myself. I have punished myself for what I do not control.
I have cried all nights. I have torn down pages of words. I have died each day. I have killed hope and lulled joy to oblivion.
I have been in consuming depths of depression.
There is always a space that you leave unfilled. Always an unturned stone.
Mine was words.
And therefore I am here to love myself again.